First-time father
This little person
will be depending on me?
How will I ever…?
This little person
will be depending on me?
How will I ever…?
My friend lost a child,
a little brown-eyed girl.
The people mourned with them,
and brought flowers over,
and shared in their tears.
Every year they visit her grave
to honor her memory.
My friend lost his business,
a little grocery store.
The people called him weak,
and mocked him incessantly,
and he cried himself to sleep.
He hung himself last year;
no one brought flowers.
All my detractors
try to pull me down with words,
but I will be free.
Ere the midnight creeps on by,
ere the storm comes blowing by,
ere my dreams traverse the sky,
ere exhaustion shuts my eye.
They say I will fail,
that I’ll amount to nothing…
I will prove them wrong.
Today it seems like
this world is too bleak and lost –
God can’t stop crying.
I hate the color of your skin,
and the contours of your face.
My God calls them a sin,
and my pride, a disgrace.
You murdered my brother;
you’ll reap the whirlwinds.
I’ll take away your father,
your family, and friends.
I’ll find those you hold dear,
and set them all ablaze,
and the last thing they will hear
is me laughing through the haze.
And finally, for my own mirth,
I’ll even salt the very earth.
To never grow old…
wouldn’t that be a wonder?
Endless summer days.
Thunder, thunder,
raining down.
The smithy’s hammer
and burning forge
shaping iron
into blades
into mail
into war.
Thunder, thunder,
raining down.
The fact’ry hammers
and fact’ry workers
shaping steel
into ships
into tanks
into war.
Thunder, thunder,
raining down.
The assembly line
and machinery
shaping plastic
into chips
into bombs
into death.