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Never in my life

Her life was defined
by boundaries of blood,
borders as blinding crimson
as the scars she carried.

Menses…
Virginity lost…
The night he beat her for saying “No.”…
The self-inflicted wounds after they took her daughter from her.

The ocean of blood
she has waded through
has long since taught her
to “Never say ‘never’.”

Chimney Smoke

“The Mayor’s Pipe” they called it,
a towering construct which loomed high
over the rustic village
cradled in the valley.

And from time to time
The Pipe would start to smoke
and puff out wisps of incensed smoke
for hours upon end.

The village men would celebrate this
as a sign of luck and fortune.
The village women merely smiled
and kept their secrets to themselves.

As the crow flies

Down whirling eddies
of wicked winds,
across shadow-cast mountains
and eager, hushed valleys,
’til I alight at your window
and find you waiting, hungrily.

Crashing

At the end of the day
I flow through the traffic,
rise up the winding staircase
break through the bedroom door
crash upon the sheets
and I’m asleep before my head hits the pillow.

Filtering filth

You put a gag over your own words
because you only wanted to share them with friends.
I put a gag on your words
because I got tired of listening
to all the shit spewing out of your mouth.

Unspoken pain

The last words I remember
were “I love you”.
I never got the chance
to hurt you with “goodbye”.