Night owl offspring
Perhaps those children
conceived on sleepless nights will
carry that karma.
Perhaps those children
conceived on sleepless nights will
carry that karma.
These endless days continue onward,
like waves flowing out into the sea
only to become dull, gray echoes
lost within the ocean.
The hands on the clock reach for me,
slowly making their way to my throat
and even as I flee their inescapable grip
I hear the closing “Click. Click. Click.” of their boot heels.
My days are a damned torrent of tomorrows,
a neverending nightmare in which novelty
is the only saving respite –
yet it erodes as well…
I want to make these moments mean something –
to regain the vigor of my youthful days
when I was a God in my back yard
and every day was a gift to be unwrapped.
I want to blow away the dust gathered on my heart,
sweep out the cobwebs collected in my soul,
and banish the stifling and stagnant air
so I can breathe again.
This life is mine and mine alone.
I refuse to spend my time running away.
Living is something that must be seized
and this is the moment I awaken from my daze.
Just how many scars
that were cut into my soul
are your handiwork?
Here I stand, ready,
Open to a world of
Possibilities
Emerging before me.
I whisper, “Goodbye”,
close every door behind me,
and burn the house down.
Love is the ghost of
a smile, kiss, or warm embrace
echoing within.
Weariness oft follows strife
down our winding road of life
and it takes a strong and righteous will
to persevere beyond “the kill”.
Drops of spring weather
riddle the winter landscape –
a teasing promise.
Each time I come to you the same:
beaten, broken, crippled, lame
with tears trailing down my face
and begging for a moment’s grace.
Moving on is tough
especially when it means
burning some bridges.